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I'm going crazy!

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 23, 2008, 7:22 AM
Damn it, it's so hot outside, I can't stand the heat.
I was looking forward for the summer days, but now I am not so sure I like them.

The past 4-5 days I'm feelig so lazy and sleepy, I'm like Garfild, just laying, eating ( from time to time(= ), drinking water, sleeping, than having some rest from the sleeping :D.

Just kidding, I'm not that big of a lazy ass person :floating:


/me was tagged by :iconpoisongrl: ( by my own will :) ) :

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses (I should, but I don't wear them :D )
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work:
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school. ( almost :D )
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment:
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. ( I was drunk :floating: )
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health:
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling:
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (I live here. )
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences:
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. ( Kisela Voda acctualy )
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships:
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime:
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol:
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. ( but I want this so badly :( )
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide:
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism:
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I have more than 1 professional camera.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random:
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. ( I used to, but I've learned my lesson :) )
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair. ( sometimer (= )
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. ( blue )
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. ( I was in 4th grade and I forgot to take them of, I just put my shirt ovet them :blushes: )
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. ( even when nobody else does :D )
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love black chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] honest answers, seriously :D


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  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Tose Proeski
  • Reading: Can you keep a secret? - Sophie Kinsela
  • Watching: at tne monitor
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Coke

I miss you

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 2, 2008, 8:47 AM
Angel, I miss you!
Wish you were here...


Tose Proeski - The hardest thing

I sleep all night
Right by your side
I love to hear
Your breathing
Breathing

The morning light
Opens my eyes
It's nearly time
For leaving
Leaving

I know that it seems
Like it's easy for me
Oh I wish you could feel
What's going on inside me

It's the hardest thing
I ever had to do
To walk away from you
When I want to hold you

It's the hardest thing
In every single day
To have to turn away
I want you to know
That this is the hardest thing

Another day
It's years away
I close my eyes
To see your face
The more I wait
The longer it takes
It feels like time
is standing still
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I want you to know
That you're on my mind

It's the hardest thing
ever had to do
To walk away from you
When I want to hold you

It's the hardest thing
In every single day
To have to turn away
I want you to know
That this is the hardest thing

Just to let go of your hand
It's the hardest thing
To make you understand
That to love you, feel you
Till the time I see you again
It's the hardest thing

I sleep all night
Right by your side
I love to hear
Your breathing
Breathing


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  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Tose Proeski
  • Reading: Can you keep a secret? - Sophie Kinsela
  • Watching: at tne monitor
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Coke

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Journal Entry: Wed May 7, 2008, 11:58 AM
  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Green Day
  • Reading: Can you keep a secret? - Sophie Kinsela
  • Watching: at tne monitor
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Coke
I'm part of Deviant for 39 days and I manage to have 1,000 Pageviews :dance:

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<3

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 29, 2008, 12:20 PM
  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Green Day
  • Reading: Can you keep a secret? - Sophie Kinsela
  • Watching: at tne monitor
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Coke
PLAIN WHITE T'S - "Hey There Delilah"


Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.


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Journal Entry: Tue Apr 1, 2008, 2:13 PM
  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Green Day
  • Reading: Can you keep a secret? - Sophie Kinsela
  • Watching: at tne monitor
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Coke
„Си беше еднаш...“
Колку убаво одбрани зборови за една навидум совршена бајка со содржина која првобитно е наменета да го разбуди моралот кај оние што како сунѓер и без проблем ќе го прифатат фактот дека магарето лета, дека ако лажат ќе им порасне носот и на крајот, како и да е, ќе живеат среќно засекогаш со љубовта на нивниот живот во дворец зад огромен ѕид, кој ќе го преминуваат со помош на летачкото магаре... кхм, пардон, мислев летачкиот змеј и каде што секој ден од кралскиот живот го живеat како претходниот, што ја зголемува дозата на монотоност во раскошот и богатствата кои ги ужива како господар на Кушкундалево. Побогу, ќе почнам да добивам суицидални нагони од вакви извештачени патетики, кои секојдневно им ги сервираат на малите, наивни, четириножни суштества кои НЕ, не знаат дека не може за месец дена да изградиш пирамида со помош на магиите на брадестиот друид и да се спасиш од устата на крволочниот крокодил кој толку се радувал на твоето кревко мевце.
Па добро... и јас ги гледав, па на крајот на краиштата е не излегов толку дефектна, со приметливи ментални недостатоци и желби да имам свој замок, да јадам од златна лажица и да имам летачко пони. Моите желби се поедноставни и општествено прифатилниви... барем поголемиот дел од нив.

Фала, пријатно :)

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